There’s a Monkey on Your Shoulder by Tana Macpherson-Smith

In a world where mental health struggles silently shape young lives, sixteen-year-old Jack feels like he’s already lost the fight. Trapped by a violent past, haunted by failure, and burdened by the weight of his father’s expectations, Jack’s future seems bleak. When he wins an Award to attend a mysterious personal development retreat on a remote Scottish island with seven other troubled teens, everything changes.

Thrown into heart-stopping challenges—surviving alone on the island, battling fierce storms, and navigating treacherous caves—Jack and his group have no choice but to unravel the truth behind their insecurities. But as their emotional wounds are exposed and friendships are forged in the fire of survival, they begin to understand that their greatest obstacle isn’t the wilderness—it’s themselves.

What Jack doesn’t expect is to meet Ortner – a volatile baboon-like creature who is the manifestation of his deepest fears and anger. Ortner isn’t just in Jack’s head; he’s real, and he’s not the only one. Each of the teens on the island is influenced by their own “monkey,” a living reminder of the traumas that control them.

As Jack uncovers the pain and loss that fuels his anger, he realises that his monkey isn’t just an enemy but a protector, shaped by his past. Can he finally confront his inner demons and claim a future filled with hope, or will the voice of self-doubt be too strong to silence?

There’s a Monkey on Your Shoulder’ is an action-packed, emotionally charged story of resilience, trauma, and the journey to self-acceptance. Perfect for teens—and anyone who has ever struggled with their inner voice—this novel will stay with you long after the final page is turned.

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Tana Macpherson-Smith is a mental health advocate, speaker and author dedicated to transforming the global mental health landscape by focusing on prevention and early intervention. With over 25 years of experience as an educator and as a mother and grandmother, Tana understands the immense challenges faced by young people, parents, and educators. Her work as a drama teacher, boarding housemistress, and senior school leader has left a lasting impact, helping young people build emotional resilience in an increasingly complex world.

After experiencing a life-altering mental health crisis in 2013, Tana retrained as a trauma therapist and mindset transformation coach, founding ClearMinds Education in 2015. Through programmes like her groundbreaking Monkey Wisdom initiative, she has empowered individuals from as young as four to their twenties, providing essential tools to process emotions and overcome trauma. Her work has made her a sought-after consultant and speaker, uniting communities in the pursuit of mental wellbeing.

Tana’s passion for mental health is deeply rooted in personal experience. After losing her quadriplegic mother at age seven and enduring years of emotional abuse, Tana’s breakdown in 2013 became a turning point, inspiring her mission to help others find their voice and heal.

Tana published her debut YA novel, There’s a Monkey on Your Shoulder, in November 2024 as a transformative resource for young readers and adults alike.

Recognised for her impact, Tana has received numerous accolades, including the LoveBiz Inspirational Businesswoman of the Year Award in 2024 and was a Finalist in the international Speakers Awards 2024.

 

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